Frequency

By Murdok · 4,476 words · 19 min read

Font Width

The first thing I did on day three, before I ate or broke camp or checked the road, was push Poppy a quarter mile south.

Not the standard two-fifty meters. A full quarter mile, which was maybe four hundred meters, which was more than I'd ever tested the connection across open terrain. I wanted to know where the signal went thin before I needed to know it in a situation that had consequences.

The feed stayed clear.

Poppy's angle showed the road running straight through a cut in the hardwoods, morning light low and flat from the east, no movement, no structures visible. The duplicate stood at the edge of a concrete culvert bridge over a dry creek bed and the image was sharp enough that I could read the county road number stenciled on the guardrail post. Clean feed, no perceptible lag, both angles running as naturally as they did at forty feet.

I ate while watching through Poppy's eyes from a quarter mile away and thought about what that meant.

The connection wasn't proximity-dependent in the way I'd been treating it. I'd been running the forty-foot standard because that was the interval I'd calibrated after the first day, when I was troubleshooting autopilot behavior and needed to be close enough to override without lag. But the limit I'd been operating under was a workflow assumption, not a system ceiling. Those were different things, and confusing them was the kind of error that compounds slowly over days until you're leaving capability on the table without noticing.

I pushed Poppy to half a mile.

The feed thinned slightly — not degraded, but the quality changed in a way that was easier to feel than describe. Like tuning a radio dial through the edge of a signal. The picture was still there, the information still arrived, but it took a half-conscious effort to hold both feeds open simultaneously at that range where at shorter distances it was automatic. A fraction of my attention had to reach for it rather than receive it passively.

I noted the threshold: around a quarter mile was the zone where passive dual-awareness shifted to active. Beyond that point I was working to maintain both feeds rather than just having them. The work wasn't much — a small constant pressure, like holding a door against a wind that wasn't quite strong enough to require effort but wasn't quite nothing either.

Useful information. The kind that didn't come from testing against a rock.

I broke camp and started south with Poppy holding the half-mile interval, the feed open at the active level, both angles running with the road between us.


The morning went like that for two hours. The terrain through this section was rolling agricultural land transitioning back toward forested ridge, the hardwoods fuller here than the valley floor I'd been traveling, and the road had gone from two-lane highway to a county road that showed the seams of old asphalt repairs, the kind of surface that got patched by individual county maintenance budgets over decades until the original road was mostly a memory under the patchwork. A useful road. Nobody maintained a useless one.

At around the two-hour mark the feed through Poppy's eyes picked up a figure on the road ahead.

Not a threat read — just a person, visible at about three hundred meters from Poppy's position, which meant roughly eight hundred meters from my own. The person was moving south, same direction, solo, with a pack. Moving at a pace that was slightly slower than mine, deliberate but not labored. The gait said experience — hips doing the work, shoulders easy, no bounce in the step that would indicate someone who'd put the pack on for the first time this week.

I ran Poppy's interval back to two hundred meters from the figure and held it there, watching.

Woman. Early thirties, I thought, though I was reading from a couple hundred meters and could be wrong by five years in either direction. The pack was a mid-size expedition frame, well-used, adjusted precisely the way you adjusted a pack after you'd worn it enough times to know exactly where the load points needed to be. She had trekking poles but was carrying them rather than using them, collapsed and clipped to the left shoulder strap in the position you defaulted to when the terrain was flat enough that the poles were friction and not help.

She hadn't looked back. She knew Poppy was there — had to, given the audible footsteps on that surface — but she hadn't turned her head, which told me she'd made a conscious decision about whether or not to acknowledge it. Not oblivious. Deliberate.

I pulled my own pace down slightly and let the interval between her and Poppy sit at two hundred meters while I thought about it.

Solo. Loaded for duration, not evacuation — the pack's volume suggested a week's worth of supplies at minimum, the posture suggested someone who'd planned this load rather than grabbed what was within arm's reach. Moving south on a county back road, which meant she'd either started off the highway voluntarily or had already made the same assessment I had about the highway's trajectory. The poles told me she knew terrain. The gait told me she'd covered distance before.

I held the observation for another hundred meters and then I let my own body crest the rise that put me visible on the road behind Poppy, and I adjusted my pace to close the gap at a rate that was visible and unsurprising — the natural pace of someone who was traveling at their own speed and simply happened to be faster than the person ahead.

She turned around at the sound of the second set of footsteps.

The turn was controlled, weight already shifting slightly when she moved, the poles still clipped but her right hand moving an inch toward where a chest strap sat before stopping. Not paranoid. Calibrated.


The distance closed over the next four minutes without either of us speaking, which was its own kind of negotiation. I kept my pace even and my hands visible. She kept walking but had adjusted her own pace, slightly faster now, which put the closing rate at something she could control.

At thirty meters she stopped and turned and looked at both of us.

Her eyes went to Poppy first, then to me, then back to Poppy. The assessment was fast and thorough and she didn't try to make it look casual. She was lean in the way that people who trained seriously were lean, not the lean of someone who hadn't eaten. Short hair pulled back at an angle that had started as a functional ponytail and was now just whatever it had evolved into over several days. The pack's weight had left red marks on her collarbones visible above the jacket's collar.

"You're both going south," she said.

Not a question. She'd made an observation and stated it, which told me something about how she processed information and communicated it, which was that she did both directly and without ambient noise.

"Tennessee," I said.

She absorbed that. "Family."

"Yes."

She looked at Poppy again. Longer this time. Poppy was in the autopilot's default idle — weight even, hands loose, gaze at a spot slightly past her shoulder in the way that looked like someone being politely non-confrontational and was actually the duplicate holding a position without specific instruction. The tells were there if you were looking for them, and she was looking for them, and I watched her find something she wasn't quite sure how to categorize.

"You Army?" she asked. She was looking at me when she said it, not Poppy.

"Marines. Out four years."

A brief adjustment in her expression. Not surprise, more like a data point settling into a slot. "Army," she said. "Out seven. Medic."

The word medic landed and I let it land and didn't react to it, which was its own kind of reaction and she probably knew it. "How far south?"

"Far enough," she said, and then nothing further, which was the correct answer and also a test, and I had no objection to either.

Her name was Dara. She offered it the way people in her professional background tended to offer necessary information — cleanly and without the social scaffolding that most people put around an introduction. I gave her mine. She didn't offer a last name and I didn't ask.


We stood on the county road in the morning light with the packs on and the distance between us at maybe eight feet, neither of us making a move toward camping the spot any longer than the exchange required. The math of the situation was visible to both of us: same direction, similar pace, similar background, similar competence read on both sides. The conversation that would determine whether that added up to anything or didn't wasn't going to happen standing on the road with both of us loaded.

"I was going to stop in about a mile," she said. "Water, rest. There's a creek on the map."

I'd seen the creek on the county map in my breast pocket. Twenty minutes at current pace. "I know the one."

She looked at Poppy again. The look was measuring rather than suspicious, the difference being that suspicious people tried to appear otherwise and people taking an honest measurement didn't bother.

"Your buddy talks a lot," she said.

"He's the quiet type."

"He moved wrong when you stopped."

I didn't answer that.

She didn't push it. She turned back south and started walking at her pace, which was slightly slower than mine, and I adjusted mine to match and fell in at about twelve feet back, which was a negotiated interval rather than a social one, and Poppy ran the half-mile forward on a path slightly off the road's verge through a gap in the treeline.

We covered the mile without talking.


The creek was where the map said it would be, a real creek rather than the seasonal drain I'd been half-expecting, running clear over a bed of flat shale. It ran under a wooden bridge that had been built for agricultural equipment and was solid despite looking otherwise, and there was a flat grassy bank on the south side with enough room to spread gear without crowding.

Dara had her pack off and her filter in the water before I'd finished pulling my own shoulder straps. Efficient without performing it. She wasn't demonstrating her efficiency for my benefit; she was just doing the next thing, which was the tell that separated practiced from practiced-for-an-audience.

I filtered water on the downstream side without being asked and we sat on opposite ends of the bank and ate without ceremony. Dara had the kind of trail rations that came from genuine preparation — calorie-dense, packaged with waterproof consideration, the kind of load-out you built when you'd thought about what you'd actually need versus what you'd want. I noted it the same way I'd noted the pack's adjustments and the gait and the hand moving toward the chest strap. Building a picture. Not strategizing yet, just seeing clearly.

"How far back did it start for you?" she asked.

"Harpers Ferry. I was north of town when the grid went."

"I was in the park." She meant Shenandoah. "Section hike. Had a car at the southern trailhead." She said this without elaboration, which meant the car was gone or inaccessible and she'd already processed that loss and closed the file on it.

"Alone?"

"Started with two others." A pause that wasn't reluctance, just the gap where someone fits the right words to an incomplete story. "They went east toward Front Royal. Thought they could get someone to drive them."

I thought about what Front Royal looked like right now and didn't say it.

She glanced at me. "I know what you're thinking."

"Probably."

"They made their call. I made mine." She said it the way you said something you'd already finished feeling about.

Poppy was in the tree line thirty meters north, autopilot on the standard perimeter hold, and I let the feed run at background attention — the duplicate's angle showing the road we'd come in on, empty in both directions, and the edge of the creek bank, and the two of us sitting on the grass with the packs between us. From that angle we looked like two people on a normal rest stop, which was almost true.

Dara was watching me. Not the way people watched when they were waiting for the conversation to resume — the way a person watched when they were gathering information through observation rather than speech.

"You're doing something right now," she said.

"Eating."

"Not just that."

I looked at her. She had green eyes with the particular quality of attention in them that you saw in people whose jobs had required reading vital signs, behavioral tells, and threat cues simultaneously and getting them right under pressure. Seven years Army medic was a specific kind of education that had nothing to do with a classroom.

"What am I doing?" I said.

"I don't know yet. That's why I'm asking." She wasn't asking. She was telling me she was watching and that she was patient enough to wait for the picture to become clear. It was an honest and mildly uncomfortable thing to say and she said it without discomfort, which made it more uncomfortable.

I ate. She ate. The creek moved over the shale and the sound was the same kind of sound creeks had always been, unchanged by anything that had happened in the past three days, indifferent to it.

"It's defensive," I said. "The ability."

She absorbed that. Her expression didn't shift toward satisfaction the way it did when you'd gotten confirmation of something you already knew. It shifted toward the specific quality of someone updating a model with new information and running the implications. "That explains some things," she said.

"Does it."

"The way your buddy moves. How you walked the road back there — where you were looking and where you weren't. What your hands were doing." She took a measured bite and didn't look at Poppy. "You had a second angle on me the whole time."

I said nothing.

"That's not a complaint," she said. "I'd have done the same if I could."


We were at the creek for forty minutes, which was longer than I'd have stopped alone. But forty minutes with water and a calorie break and a clear angle on the approach road was a solid investment, and the conversation had generated information that was worth the time it took.

Dara was heading for family in western North Carolina. A brother, a cabin property with a year-round water source and a garden that her brother had been maintaining as something between a hobby and a hedge for the past decade. The description of the brother's preparedness level was brief and told me she'd assessed it herself: not a prepper in the ideological sense, just someone who kept things working because he liked things working.

She didn't ask me to describe the farm and I didn't.

When we packed back up and moved south she settled into a pace that matched mine without adjusting, which meant it was her natural pace on flat ground and she'd been holding slightly below it on the road earlier, either testing or conserving. I filed the second data point and didn't draw a conclusion from it yet.

"How long to Tennessee?" she asked.

"Twelve days if the route holds."

"And if it doesn't?"

"Fourteen. Maybe fifteen."

She nodded. She was calculating her own extension against her own timeline and I didn't know what that math looked like but I knew she was running it.

"The crossroads fire," I said. "Back north. You saw it?"

"Two days ago. Saw the smoke. Went wide." She paused. "Three men on the gas station."

"Five," I said. "When I saw it."

Her jaw tightened slightly. Not alarm. The adjustment of someone whose model just got worse. "Growing fast," she said.

"Yes."

Poppy was running the half-mile interval ahead, the feed showing the road bending southeast through a long woodlot, nothing on it. I rode both angles without commenting on what I was seeing through the duplicate's feed and Dara walked beside me and didn't ask what I was seeing, though I was fairly sure she knew something was happening and was choosing when to make the next inquiry.

She was treating my calm as either professional or dangerous. She'd told me so in the way she positioned herself — not mistrustful, not comfortable, exactly the lateral interval and pace relationship that gave her options without advertising that it did.

The dry internal note was unavoidable: she'd assessed me correctly. On both counts.


The road bent south and the woodlot opened into a long run of fallow field, and the valley went wide here, the mountains pulling back on both sides to give the farmland room, and the sky over it was the pale blue of a late-September morning that hadn't decided yet whether it intended to hold.

We were three miles from the creek and I was putting together an estimate of the day's remaining distance when Poppy's feed shifted.

A figure on the road ahead at about four hundred meters. Then a second figure, forty feet behind the first, and then I realized I was looking at a person and then at Poppy, and I was confused for exactly the half-second it took to understand that the half-mile interval had brought Poppy around the far side of a long curve and back within visual range at a distance, and the figure I was reading as unknown was myself.

Not a threat. An artifact of the geometry — the road curving enough that the interval wrapped, Poppy's angle catching my own body on the road a half mile back, both of us visible in the same feed simultaneously for a brief window before the road bent again and separated the angles.

The image was strange in a way that I registered and then set aside. My own body, seen from the outside, from half a mile away, walking south on a county road in late September with a loaded pack and a woman beside me, both of us small against the fallow field's scale.

I had seen Poppy from the outside through my own eyes a hundred times since the first day. But I hadn't seen myself from the outside since before the system installed itself, and the image came with a quality I couldn't categorize quickly enough to file cleanly.

I let it go. Poppy cleared the road bend and the image resolved back into an empty stretch of asphalt and I turned my attention back to the valley ahead.

Dara said, "You went somewhere for a second."

"No."

"Okay," she said, in the tone of someone who was noting the denial for later reference.

The valley continued south. The road was empty past Poppy's range. The morning's second half stretched out ahead of both of us, and we walked it south at the pace that covered miles without destroying what was needed to cover the miles after it, and I ran both feeds and noted the range was holding clean at the half-mile threshold with no degradation I hadn't already mapped, and by the third mile out from the creek stop I knew the ceiling was higher than I'd been testing against.

I didn't know yet how much higher. That was tomorrow's problem, or the problem of whatever section of road required it first.

The road bent southwest through the woodlot's far edge and opened onto a paved run that I could see for nearly a mile, and a hundred yards up the right shoulder there was a gravel pull-off where someone had set up what looked like a long-term camp — tarp over a frame, gear stacked with the organization of someone who'd been there more than one night but fewer than seven, a camp stove cold with a pot still on the grate.

Empty. Nobody home, or nobody visible.

I pulled Poppy's interval in to a hundred meters.

Dara had already clocked it. She said nothing and adjusted nothing visible, just continued at pace and let her eyes do the work, which was the correct response and confirmed what I'd been building a picture of for the past three hours.

We cleared the camp at a deliberate pace and neither of us looked at it directly and neither of us said anything until we were a quarter mile past it and the paved run stretched clear ahead.

"Abandoned," she said.

"Looks like."

"Someone left in a hurry," she said. "The pot."

"Yes."

She didn't finish the implication. She didn't need to and she knew it. The pot on the grate was one end of a story and the other end was somewhere down the road or off it entirely, and the pot's presence meant whoever had been cooking in it was no longer there to take it, and the range of reasons for that was not a range I wanted to spend words on.

We went south.

By late afternoon I had the day's camp location in mind — a ridgeline I'd been tracking through Poppy's forward feed for the past two hours, elevated, good screening, the angle of the late light suggesting a dry face. Three miles out.

Dara was still with me. We had not formally decided anything. We were both heading south at the same pace on the same road and the sun was getting low and the camp on the ridgeline was where I was going and there was nothing that prevented her from going the same direction.

When I angled off the road onto the approach through the field she followed without comment.

The camp spot was everything I'd read it as from Poppy's angle — level ground, good drainage, the rock outcropping running as a natural wind block on the north side. I set up on the east face and she set up twenty meters away, which was a considered distance. Close enough for relevant communication, far enough to be its own camp and not mine.

We cooked separately. Ate. The light went and the valley below filled with the dark in stages, the distant ridgelines holding their color for a long time after the valley floor went gray.

"Your route through here," she said, out of the quiet. "You're avoiding the towns deliberately."

"Yes."

"Not just the highway."

"No. The back roads into the small towns too. The ones with gas stations."

She thought about that. "The math on organized groups accelerating," she said.

"Faster than the model called for."

She was quiet a moment. "I know the model," she said. "The EMP scenario numbers. The winter projections." A pause. "I ran it on day one."

I looked across the twenty meters between our two camps. I could see her outline against the sky, the pack propped beside her, the small cold organization of someone who has slept outside enough times that the routine has compressed to almost nothing.

"Same numbers?" I asked.

"Close enough," she said.

Poppy was on the camp's northern perimeter hold and through the feed I could see both camps from the ridge's edge, the two small organized rectangles of gear and people in the dark, looking from above like something very temporary set against terrain that intended to be permanent.

The duplicate's night-perimeter feed ran at low background attention, the information arriving in the automatic way it did when I wasn't actively processing it — not watching, just receiving, the way your own body's balance operates while you're thinking about something else.

"Your camp's good," she said. It was the kind of statement that carried information she wasn't going to make explicit, which was that she'd evaluated it and the evaluation had been favorable. From her, that was a long sentence.

"Yours too," I said.

The dark settled in and the valley held its quiet, which wasn't the same as the absence of noise but was the particular register of a landscape at night without electrical light, without traffic, without the low-frequency hum of a civilization running on power, just wind and the occasional far-off animal sound and the creek I could hear distantly below the ridge's eastern drop.

I checked the System panel in the dark.


System: Parallel Form
Rank: Initiate I
Experience: 47%


Seven percent across the day. The range testing this morning had contributed more than I'd expected — not the passive half-mile interval walking, but the active session where I'd pushed to the threshold and mapped the degradation point and held both feeds through the quality shift. The system measured the load, not the hours, and deliberately exploring the ability's ceiling under real conditions apparently counted as the kind of use that registered.

Plus the road interaction. Plus the sustained dual-awareness through the creek stop, the conversation, the abandoned camp read.

Seven percent in a day where I hadn't had a situation as concentrated as the crossroads. The rate was holding better than I'd expected when there was a genuine external variable to track — Dara as an unknown, as someone who required active bilateral assessment, had apparently generated more processing load than an empty road even with the forward recon interval running.

Forty-seven percent total. More than halfway to the rank-up.

I filed the number and turned off the panel and sat in the dark for a moment longer.

A hundred yards south of my camp, I could hear the small sounds of someone else's camp settling in for the night. Pack shifting. The specific sound of a sleeping pad being unrolled on uneven ground and the brief adjustment as the person found the right angle.

Dara, a hundred yards south, same direction, making camp the same way I made camp, for the same reasons I made camp, with the same understanding of what the road ahead was and what it was becoming.

I hadn't decided anything about that. I was noting the information and not discarding it, the same way I'd noted Greer's expression and the woman shouting into the dead phone and the family with the stroller, the same accumulating file of things that were real and present and required a response I hadn't yet determined.

The perimeter feed ran. The valley was quiet. The night was cold enough to make the sleeping bag necessary rather than optional, which was useful information for tomorrow's temperature management, and I filed it and lay down and let the camp be quiet around me.

A hundred yards south.

I hadn't decided yet what to do about that.

Share this chapter
Like 0 likes

Comments (0)

Sign in to leave a comment.

No comments yet. Be the first to share your thoughts!

Readers Also Enjoyed

Write Your Own Story

Enjoyed reading? Create your own book with AI — completely free, no credit card required.

Start Writing Free